What Can I Say?

What can I say? I’m a lush
But I’m good at it
What can I say? It’s a rush
But I’m sure that it pays to be on time
Lately I don’t mind

What else can I say? I’m alone
But I’m good at it
To keep me in a way that I know
I’ve a bad habit of not saying goodbye
Truly I don’t mind

If I say what I need, would I say that I need you to save me?

(Save me.)

When would I break? What’s enough?
When the eyes have it?
What would it take? Make believe all kinds when I’m
Diminished in my mind
Delayed reaction times

If I say what I need, would I say that I need you to save me?
If I stay and I bleed to erase the sting of safety
To betray this disease would I break into what has made me?
Every single time
Almost… never mind

If I say what I need, would I say that I need you to save me?
If I stay and I bleed to erase the sting of safety
To betray this disease would I break into what has made me?
Plastic all the time
Friendly-fire blind
Delayed reaction time